You are precisely where you need to be at this point in time. By your personal choice and decision-making, you picked yourself a tough road to train on, to become a channel of My pure love, and to grow in understanding of self and others. In your earlier years you did not understand how you were being led into your life’s work. You only had an urge to become a channel for peace, although only your superconscious mind knew this for certain.
The super-conscious knows what it needs to do through contact with the Inner Pilot. However, the human consciousness on this planet is not always connected to the superconscious. This can only happen by your turning into the Stillness to create a more harmonious balance between the higher consciousness and the lower consciousness, where self-will and ego reign.
The choices and decisions made in the Stillness together with Me, always lead to a greater balance, because of an increasing willingness in you to follow My leadings.
You see, My beloved, I hold your destiny in My Being, but in order for Me to get through to you, I desire an unblocked channel for your co-operation, so I can flow My ideals for a perfecting character into your mind, leading to a much happier and harmonious life for you. In order for Me to do so; you are tested by Me in your growth, through the situations you are made to find yourself in.
So now you can see that everything has a purpose, as long as it brings you closer to Me. For this is My desire also, that you ‘turn the self off,’ to become more responsive to My prompts.
Hone your listening skills in your nearness with Me, where you can begin to hear heaven’s music in your soul, for I am your Trainer.
The Guiding Light Within – by Lytske is available from http://www.1111angels.net/old_files/TheLight.html