It’s far too easy, according to me anyway, to get caught up in hyper-self-focused thinking. When I started this blog, it was all so new to me–the expanding sense of love I felt, the writing, my new online friends–I was swept up by the ‘magic’ of the moment and wrote from my heart. Then came my awareness of the Stats page, the look/design of the blog and the how-to’s (especially on increasing readership) and down the rabbit hole I fell. It’s nearly impossible to write from my heart when I’m thinking so much of myself–MY family, MY holidays, MY thoughts and opinions, MY illness, MY fears, MY cravings, MY, MY, Mine.
When I fell asleep last night, I was thinking of the gifts we’re all given as we enter our physical lives and that, though we have free will, it, like everything else about us, is a gift from our Creator, from whom we cannot exist separately. For a second or two, I understood, “All glory and honor to you, Love and Light.” It’s no wonder I woke up this morning to a kick in the rear about ME FIRST. Wow.